| Happy Birthday to me.. i dunno what i am feeling at the moment.. its kinda a mixed-emotion..kinda sad because im leaving behind my identity of a teenager and happy because im finally transforming to a new man.. People say growing up and growing old are actually two different things and all i could say from the time the clock ticked 12 a few moment ago..i felt im ready to grow up..hmm i mean growing up in the sense that im leaving behind certain behaviours which kinda pull me down a bit..oh well ive run out of words to say hehe ill jus continue it some other time..the following 24 hours is way too short to use it for BLOGGING hehe anwyays Welcome to the new ME!~ |
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| YEHEY HAPPY NEW YEAR..KINDA SICK OF THE YEAR 2007 ITS GOOD ITS 2008 NA..WUHUUU I CANT REALLY HELP BUT SAY THAT I HAVE THIS STRONG FEELING THAT THIS YEARS GONNA BE GOOD..YAHOOO CANT BELIVE IM STILL UP BLOGGIN THIS..BUT WELL ITS A NEW YEAR..ANYTHING NEW CAN HAPPEN..HERE ARE A FEW THINGS IM WILLING TO WORK ON AND HOPE TO CARRY OVER TO THE YEAR 2009 ..HEHE TOO EARLY? GUESS NOT, ITS GOOD TO HAVE SOME POINTERS THROUGHOUT THE YEAR..ANYWAYS HERE IGO.. *BETTER GRADES *LOSE WEIGHT *HEALTHY LIFE *BETTER CHRISTIAN *BETTER PERSON *HMMM BETTER IN ALL ASPECTS TO CUT IT SHORT..BUT EXCEPT FOR THE WEIGHT THO..HAHHA ANYWAYS HAPPY NEW YEAR.. THE KIDDS GOTTA RUNN PEACEE RAKENROLL!!^ |
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| FINALLY FOUND TIME TO BLOGG ITS BEEN LIKE A WEEK OR SO ALREADY..EXAMS DONE..MY GRANDMA'S FUNERAL JUST PASSED.. ADORABLE COUSINS LEFT FOR THE STATES ALREADY..WHAT ELSE?HMMM OHH YEAA SHOPPINGS ALMOST DONEE..HEHEE YEBOI FEELS LIKE CHRISTMAS FINALLY..ALL THE GIVING THAS BEEN HAPPENING..IM JUST LOVINGG IT..HEHEE I DUNNO WHY BUT LATELY IVE BEEN HAVING A STRONG FEELING THAT THE COMING YEAR 2008 IS GONNA BE REALLY GOOD FOR MEE..I GUESS IM WRITING THIS HOPING THAT ONE DAY I'D COME TO THINK OF IT AND SAY "WTF?I TOLD YOU SO" HAHA I MISS YOU SO MUCHH LOLA.. THIS IS FOR YOUU!!  MUAHHHHH!!!
R.I.P LOLA!! BORN: JUNE 25 1934 DIED:DEC 15 2007 |
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| i just cant help but notice that there are several cases which when u take someone to the hospital for jus a regular check up then u fast foward it after 3 weeks u then found out u've lost that person u love so dearly.. it sucks ayye?!? well I guess i justMISS my LOLA.. I DO!! I MISS my LOLA SO MUCHH!! i just can't believe that i've lost one of (if not) the best lolas in the world.. she was always there for me..picked me up when i fell off my bike.. healed me through most of my injuries..she's nothin but a living miracle GOD sent here on earth.. im not sure if anyone really understands me right now..this grieving period is really a tough stretch for me maybe its because its the first time ive ever lost someone so important in my lifee..andd the fact that exams are less than a week away..i jus dont know how much longer can i hold on.."ive jus gotta stay focused.. i cant cry..ive goota be strongg.." I know u're always gonna be watching me from up theree LOLA and i know u'd be here with me so u'd get to see me fulfill all of the dreams i 've had for myself..YESi know u will.. "Every step i take, Every move i make, Every single day, Every time i pray i'll be missing you.. thinking off the day..when u went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break..."ILL BE MISSING YOU" I know LOLA you'll be in heaven watchin over us !!
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| dammn times ruunnin out.. got deadlines to catch assignments to finish and lessons needed to be reviewed as exam week approaches in full speed.. approximately 7x24 hours..you jus do that math cause i jus cant be bothered to be calculatin these kinda **** aite now cause ive been doin that since 5pm already.. and YESS!! i admit Im tired of MATH but yeaa im stuck with the subject for the next 3 or maybe four years if im destined to be unlucky.. hope the year 2008 would change all of that.. anyways TOLD ya, couldnt bet on my life if iwere to BLOG continously for a week but yeaa i guess ill be bloggin from time to time for a brief recap or if u wana call it "self-pity time".. sighs" its 11:50 ritee now and its way past my hed time i jus made the other day.. it was a program to change the good to badd.. well i jus realized that the badd is jus somewhat too good to get rid off ..YIKES..! but anyways enuf of this **** jus dropped by to leave my crap here.. nyt peace rock&roll:: p.s background music jus doesnt fit the aura of this blogsitee yaah? |
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